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Packed my life into a suitcase
Said "just trust me, I'll be fine"
Every morning feels like slow motion
In this place that isn't mine
But the skyline's getting familiar
And the streets don't feel so strange
Still I long for our coffee talks
Where nothing had to change
I know you're wondering if I'm okay
Checking your phone throughout the day
So I'm writing this to let you know
I'm learning how to fly solo
Hey, I'm doing fine over here
Making friends and facing fears
I know it's hard when I'm so far
But I promise I'll come home
Hey, I'm stronger than I was
Found someone who gives me love
I know it's scary, I know it's hard
But I promise I'm not alone
Mom, I know you stayed up crying
The night I said I had to go
You packed my favorite snacks for flying
And told me things I needed to know
"Call me when you land safely"
"Don't do what I wouldn't do"
I can hear your voice so clearly
It's like I never left you
You taught me how to be brave
Even when I'm scared inside
All those lessons that you gave me
Are the reason I survived
I wish I told you all the hard parts
But I didn't want you to worry
Now I know that honest hearts
Don't need to carry secrets, I'm sorry
I know you're wondering if I'm okay
Checking your phone throughout the day
So I'm writing this to let you know
I'm doing better than before
Hey, I'm doing fine over here
Making friends and facing fears
I know it's hard when I'm so far
But I promise I'll come home
Hey, I'm stronger than I was
Found someone who gives me love
I know it's scary, I know it's hard
But I promise I'm not alone
Big bro, you always said I'd make it
Even when I didn't believe
Remember all those nights we'd stay up
Planning dreams we'd probably never achieve
You were the one who taught me courage
How to stand up for what's right
When bullies tried to discourage
You showed me how to fight
I know you worry like you're older
Even though I'm not a kid
But your little sister's bolder
Thanks to everything you did
I found someone who protects me
Like you always used to do
And I know that you think he's cool
'Cause he reminds me of you
I know you're wondering if I'm okay
Checking your phone throughout the day
So I'm writing this to let you know
I'm doing better than before
Hey, I'm doing fine over here
Making friends and facing fears
I know it's hard when I'm so far
But I promise I'll come home
Hey, I'm stronger than I was
Found someone who gives me love
I know it's scary, I know it's hard
But I promise I'm not alone
When the nightmares come around
All the things I never told you
He helps me work them out
I was scared you'd try to save me
So I carried it alone
But I've learned that being honest
Is the only way I've grown
No more secrets in my letters
No more lies to keep you calm
I promise I'll do better
At letting you hold on
From now on when things get heavy
I won't shoulder all the weight
'Cause I know that you love me
Even when I'm not okay
I learned how to write to you in Japanese too
é ĺźľăŁăŚăăćăăŚă (I'm doing my best, I love you)
Now I can say "I love you"
ĺăăăăăăăăŽćšćłă§ (In more ways than before)
Hey guys, I'm doing fine over here
Making memories, shedding tears
I know it's hard when I'm so far
But I promise I'll come home
Hey, I'm stronger than I was
Got a family and your love
No more secrets, no more lies
Just your daughter learning to fly
I'll call you more and tell you true
About the good times and the blue
'Cause distance doesn't change the fact
That my heart belongs with you
So don't you worry about me
I'm exactly where I need to be
Until the day I'm home again
Know that I love you more than I can say
Know that I love you more than I can say
Know that I love you more than I can say